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my monday madness
woke up ... wasted because of the myriads of things that have to be done and because of the tight sched i had to stick to went along ... feeling agitated and stressed while doing the stuff i ought to do rode the bus ... with a heavy heart, a worried mind and a stressed soul pero! diba nga, God wouldn't ever leave us. after a terrible down there He would make a way for things to get better. :) entered the gate ... excited because i saw the familiar faces i felt most comfortable with. i missed them. ate dinner ... grateful for the food and for the great company i had. i would never trade those guys for anything. sang ... and forgot everything else. went home ... laughing because of a stupid choice. but it wasn't bad. just plain funny! thanks to You. ... Lord, I have so many things to do. Please guide me as I go through them. I'm worried and I'm feeling as stressed as ever. Help.
"heel and toe" plus "I wanna be a tutubi"
Why is it such a pain to wear heels? Good golly! My feet are still hurting at the moment. I'm used to wearing heels actually, but every now and then, there are still moments when afterwards, you'd just feel the agony that comes with it. (with matching sugat pa) But why??? It's so unfair. Why don't guys get to feel these kinds of pains that we girls experience? And I'm not just talking about wearing heels. =P I guess my feet hurt this much because I was such in a hurry to scramble from my house to the bus. Once again, may I remind you people that being tardy is most of the time, NOT a good thing. Haha. I was actually on my way to school to once again be a quizmaster for the LASSO (Lasallian Supervised Schools sumthin..) academic meet. Together with Kizia, who came later than I did(haha), we did our thing and it was quite okay. :) I could remember sometime last year when I did this gig too. I was just a frosh back then and it was my first ever hosting job in DLSU as part of GMG. I was nervous yet excited that time but Happy(aka idol) was there to guide me. Woah. So much has happened and changed since then. Well for one thing, now the LASSO people had my name spelled incorrectly on my name tag. =P Nah, but seriously I am thankful to God for guiding me since that day. No joke kasi guys, I love being a host! pramis. We'll see na lang kung ano ang mangyayari sakin sa future. Teka, share ko lang na gusto kong maging DJ while in college. harharhar! Gudlak nmn sken.=P ... After watching the rehearsal of the Pops Orchestra sa "Band room"( na ngayon ko lang nadiskubre), naalala kong gusto ko din palang maging singer dati. Hahaha. Naisip ko lang, sa parehong mga pangarap ko, pareho akong may hawak na mikropono. Daldal ka si eh. =P ... Masaya maging coverage person. Ang saya ko sa tuwing kumukuha ako ng mga litrato. Though bano pa ako sa ngayon, gusto ko talaga matuto. Hintayin nyo lang pag kumpleto na ako sa gamit, lilibutin ko ang mundo at magpipikchur lang ako nang magpipikchur!
sori na nga daw eh
I've been meaning to post an update for ages, but I'm not sure why I hadn't been able to do so. Well anyways... Ayun! I survived my first week of majors! Yahoo. Umpisa pa lang 'to at mahaba-haba pa ang bubunuin ko bago ako makakahinga nang maigi talaga. Lord help me! *** I've finally composed a song. I mean, matino na siya, I think. And hindi na siya sad tulad nung isa. Hahaha. *** Got to chance to bond with an old friend of mine and masasabi ko namang namiss ko siya talaga. Pero of course the situations are different. Pero ok naman ah. All is good. :) *** Nasabi ko na din sa wakas. Nasabi ko na, na hindi nakakatuwang sa kausap mo lang umiikot ang usapan at ang mundo, na hindi masayang nakikinig ka sa mga kwento niya pero siya hindi nakikinig sa mga kwento mo. Hindi rin maganda sa pakiramdam na para kang kumakausap sa hangin palagi. Kung pwede lang sana na ang pagtrato mo sakin ay tulad din ng pagtrato ko sayo. Oo nasabi ko na sa wakas. Pero may epekto ba yun? Oo, humingi na siya ng tawad. Ayos na ko dun! At mabuting alam na niya ngayon. Prens na ulit! haha. *** This is for those who are naive. You hear us go on and on about the petty things that happen in our lives but you don't realize that all this time, it was you who would make all these pettiness wothless because it's you who would make our lives meaningful. It's you who would make everything meaningful. It's you all along. *** Para sa mga sabaw na sa buhay, huminto muna sandali at huminga nang malalim, sabay sigaw ng... PAKSHEEEeeeeeEEEEeeeeTttt! ! ! ! pramis, garantisadong gagaan ang pakiramdam ninyo. *** ayos!
after reading the sad part of Harry Potter book 6, this is what happens...
She never wished for too much but she did hope for things to be better. Things COULD have been a lot better and now she couldn't help but pinpoint a few reasons on why her life was the way it was right now. It may not be the right thing to do and she knows that, but blaming that single person seems to be the most logical and reasonable thing to do. She hates him... with all her might. But there's nothing that can be done about it. It's just one of those things that you can't change 'coz you're forever stuck with it and you don't have a freakin choice. Respect is what everybody expects from her, but she finds it almost next to impossible, giving it to someone so unworthy of it. *** I always believed that if you want to be respected, you have to earn it. Make yourself respectable and learn to respect others first. Only then can you expect respect. *** I just wanna say thank you to all the people with whom I've shared my "down" moments with. Salamat kay Clarence at Kizia. Thank you ate's kahit puro *bleep*ang mga text ko sa inyo.hehe Salamat kay Maple, isang tawag ka lang. You are always there. MOA tayo sa Sabado.Hahaha. Paki sabi na din kay Sugarfree Prof Jal, salamat. Salamat kay Jojo, mabilis kang rumisponde sa isang chismis lng ni clrnce. Joke! Thnx tlga. hahaha Salamat kay Elaine, na nashare-an ko din! Magkapatid nga kayo ni Jojo. =P Salamat kay JPt, sa mga makabuluhang payo at pagsabi ng "tahan na". aww.. Salamat kay Paulus, and for his efforts to cheer me up by teaching me Japanese! Mission accomplished naman. ^_^ *** Alam kong madami din akong mali at medyo masasakit ang mga nasabi ko. And for that, I want to say sorry. Though malamang di naman nila mababasa toh at least nailabas ko na rin somehow. Haaaaaay. . . . *** Maghanap na lang kaya ako ng bisyo para masaya? Joke. Hehehe. Di na nga lang pala ako magpapaalam next time. hehehe. =P
back to school...
It's the first day of classes for this term and I found myself going to school quite early. That's a good thing, considering that last term, me being early is something which is a rare occasion worth giving a toast to. So far, my first prof is super adorable! Bless him for being the jolly, little prof that he is. Thanks to him, I'm kinda sure that I won't doze off in his class even if it is mid in the afternoon. Let's hope it stays that way. Thank God that for my first class, I had Clarence and Kizia as classmates. I was quite scared with the start of this term and it really helped that they were there with me. But now that I think about it, it's the exact opposite with Janna. I wouldn't be having any classes with her and that sucks. I just can't help but think that the Party Animals is slowly being dissolved as time goes by. . . Oh well. Maybe not. =P On other things. . . I really believe that life is composed of cycles. Sometimes, after you feel super elated, the next thing you know, you're sunk way down deep. One should never keep their hopes too up. Though sometimes you may tend to loose all reason and begin to float, make sure you tie yourself to the ground so that you see the real picture still. Or better yet, avoid making false hopes anyway. You may also decide to just close your eyes and remain happy for whatever simplicity life may bring you. Never mind tomorrow. Just make sure you take in every little bit of happiness right now and cherish it for what it is. . . . While walking home, sudden thoughts came into my mind. It was like I was attacked by a mob of harsh realities and painful memories. . .Damn. (Wala ng sinabi pa, shinare ko lang) . . . Amidst all of these, I still have to find reasons to smile.
NEWS FLASH
TODAY'S TOP STORY: Ariane's phoneline is back! Hooray!!! IN OTHER NEWS: Watch out for this page's new layout courtesy of Mr.Henrik Batallones. I'm already excited, so you should be too! hahaha. SHOWBIZ: Do I look like Rachel Ann Go? Di naman diba? hahaha...
when days drag on by
It's kind of ironic that when I finally decided that I want to update my blog, our phone loses its dial tone and there goes our internet connection. I tried to see if any wires were just loose or unplugged but to my dismay, there really just wasn't a dial tone. Why didn't my parents pay on time again? Don't they know how much I die evrytime I can't connect to internet or call anybody? Huhuhu.. Oh well. So here I am again in an internet shop to do my thing. Praise the Lord for 20php per hour rates! Haha.
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My sem break's nearing it's end and so far, my days comprise of waking up at almost noon, watching a koreanovela, reading Harry Potter, washing dishes, using my pc(which is obviously saddened by the lack of phone line), talking on the phone(this is the point where I cry), texting and pestering my dad(hahaha). Jumble them around and you've got my sked figured out. It was a good thing that LTTS happened because clearly, it was the highlight of my term break. What did it comprise of? Well, there were people rolling on the floor like bananas and people ending up bruised but smiling after. There were people hugging each other, carrying each other and stepping on some even, just to stay on the "magic carpet" that kept on shrinking. Ball tossing was once again taken to a new level with more concentration and tension. People hopped here and there and of course, who could forget the star-studded fashion show? Guys showed up as fairies, chewbaccas(di ko xur ispeling sori), orcs, little girls, maidens in distress and even as geishas! The girls became pirates, warriors, fortune-tellers, mermaids, princesses among others. Oh don't forget the mud-looking Laing that our group used as orc make-up! (Eeeewww!). Then there were also the super fun activities for each pool. Especially the one where we made a video and I became the human soundtrack machine. Where I had to sing(sing b un?haha) "tantananaan... dandanandan" (mala-superman theme) while we were shooting. Hahaha. Super Laughtrip yun! There was even a photo I was in that amazingly included a "50pesos per hour" sign. Naku naku.. Wholesome ako guys. Haha. There were crying moments too and of course a lot of laughter, a few swimming pool moments though expected or unexpected plus food, food and more food. Don't forget staying up late for a debate which lasted forever(I'm still feisty), bonding and a little magic here and there. Of course, it wasn't all fun, because we did learn some stuff but nah, the fun was more worth remembering! Oh and the new friends I gained there too! hahahaha.. Oh basta. LTTS was uber fun! Long live GMG! Love you guys. ^_^ ____________________________________________________________ In other stuff(that I won't elaborate)... I'm happy! For one, God is good and he answers prayers. Another one is that he opens doors. Next, he sometimes makes your hunches true. Uhhmm.. and he also sees to ti that your keepsakes are safe and visible. hahahaha... Oh and yeah, he makes sure that there are some clowns here and there to keep everybody entertained! Ooops. I'm so sorry na talaga. Hehehehe. . . Did anybody actually get those stuff? Congrats if you did, though I doubt it. =P
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