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yanyan's stories. life as written by me.
Thursday, March 30, 2006
tagpi-tagpi!

sa sobrang nangyayari sa buhay, ang hirap nang ikwento lahat. . .

dangwa. . . dami flowers! mura. sm san lazaro. weirdong dude sa jip.

natapos ang burtdei ni kizia. . . roses, chinese food, pictures. . .

ang killer weekend adventures. .
- ek . . . ang saya. muntik na kong di makasama.. pero masaya. . .
- subic . . . dolphins, sea lions, false killer whales, beach, lunch kong nilanggam, birds, insects, bus ride, pagod, . . . haha

hell week na. . . reports, exams, submissions. . .

grad ng high school sa dla khapon... so many personalities. hahaha.. so funny circumstances. so boring program. . .

gulo n nmn sa hacienda. . . anu un?

burtdey ngaun ni clarence, greet greet greet! . . .

and a little mush. . . or is it 'mosh'?

pasenxa na kung nakakaloka msyado ang pagkakatagpi-tagpi ng kwento. wla ako sa tamang ayos ngayon eh. haha..

Friday, March 24, 2006
ah eh.

yung isa binigyan ko ng ideya pero na-gets ba nya?.. posible.. pwede.. baka.. ewan.. hindi siguro.. pero malay.. haha.. matalino naman siya diba? . . pero tama ang payo niya. hindi dapat na naghihintay ka lang. kumilos ka din..

yung isa naman.. nakakatuwa.. nakakatawa.. mabait siya.. makulit.. loko.. kalog.. haha.. yun lang nmn.. kilalanin natin siya.. wala namang masama di ba?..

Monday, March 20, 2006
muntik na yun ah.. never again noh. never.. (i think)

bakit ganon?
-yn2x

naninilid na mga luha sa mata
nais bumaba sa abang nagdurusa
bakit ba misyon ay hindi magawa
pati ba pagluha'y ipinagkakait pa?

muntik nang mabunyag, muntik nang masabi
sikretong matagal nang tinatangi
pinag-iisipan ang bawat sandali
inaabangan ang bawat pangyayari

masaya ba dito sa kinalalagyan?
ilaw ay hinahanap sa dinadaanan
sakit at dusa ay kalilimutan
sapagkat ako ay isa lamang kaibigan. . .


*lintik na mga luha yan, ayaw pumatak. . . pero eto na sila eh, ayaw lang talagang tumulo. bakit?? di daw siguro worth it.. bka nga. *

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sa lahat ng mapagmahal kong mga kaibigan, maraming salamat sa palaging pakikinig sa munting mga sigaw ng isang kaawa-awa. hindi ninyo batid na sa bawat isa sa inyong aking napagkukwentuhan ay tila gumagaan ang isang mabigat na problema na hindi ko naman talaga dapat iniisip pa...
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pabati portion:
jojo, maraming salamat dahil lagi kang handa na puntahan ako sa mga oras na kailangan kita. kahit kelan ikaw talaga ang matibay kong sandigan..
clarence, maraming salamat sa makabagbag-damdamin mong blog na inalay mo pa saken. hahaha. salamat din sa pakikinig at pag-unawa dahil alam kong nagkakaisa tayo sa damdamin.
kizia, maraming salamat sa pagsasabing Bingi siya. oo, baka nga bingi talaga siya.haha..narealize ko yun.
jana, maraming salamat sa pagsasabi ng ouch!.. naintindihan mo ko. haha.
mary, maraming salamat kasi kahit ano ang ikwento ko, lagi kang nakikinig at interesado. sobrang naaapreciate ko yun sayo.
kuya denden, maraming salamat at kahit malabo ako ay nagpayo ka pa din.isa ka talagang kuya!astig.
gio, maraming salamat sa tiwalang binigay mo sa akin. ngayon ay close na tayo! haha.
maple, maraming salamat sa palagiang pagmamahal. milyong light-years man ay makakapag-usap pa rin tayo no matter what. mas matapang at matatag ako dahil sayo. labyu!

at sa lahat ng concerned. mahal ko kayo!. . .

Sunday, March 19, 2006
panakot

It's a Sunday and I'm getting ready for the tough days that lie ahead...

(music pls.. dandandandan.... dandandandan)

Wednesday, March 15, 2006
Sporty!

today is a very 'sporty' day for me. haha..

walkathon with mary and pat
--->walk around lasalle lahat kc ng computer labs puno. damn.

swimming! (take note, may compettition ekek at may water polo pa!)
--->loser kmi xmpre pero winning isnt everything db? wahehehe.. excuses. =P

volleyball! (wid jojo, silver at clrnce)
--->na-mis ko toh! namis ko c prof.olarte, c edwin, at ang grupo nameng nag-improve ng todo!

basketball!
--->onsehan with silver at clarence. tska two on one. hahaha.. lalaki nga tlga cguro kmi! jwk. haha

*buti nlng hndi nadagdagan ng surfing sa bus dahil nakasakay nmn kmi nina jojo ng maayos! hehe.

*kelangan ko cguro tlga ng sports sa buhay. para healthy, fit and happy db?.. haha.. pero cant find time eh. hehe...



extra thoughts: naiicp ko pa dn xa. un lng.

Monday, March 13, 2006
h e l p .

the alarm rings.


she wakes up. still drowsy from sleep.. it's a lazy sunday morning. she goes down to the living room and finds her family there, happily eating their breakfast. they greet her and tell her to sit down and join them. they plan on what to do for that day and even chat about the funniest show they've seen last night on television. after eating, she gets ready to go to mass. they go to church and afterwards they go to a nearby mall to watch a movie. they shop. they laugh. they. they even had a good time teasing the youngest one about worrying too much bout his looks. jokes here and there. mostly from the eldest who is so good at antics. some even from their repectable father. the mother smiles the whole time and is always on the verge of tears from laughing. they go home at the end of the day after eating out. she fixes the things she needs for tomorrow. changes into her pajamas. mom and dad come to tuck her her in. kiss goodnight. . . so much l_o_v_e . so much p-e-a-c-e. so perfect. so easy . . and yet . . . . . . .


SO STUPID!.. this is just a f*cked up imaginary scenario.
life isn't all butterflies, flowers, kisses and hugs.


especially not MINE.


they need help. i knw they do. but how can i, when its focused in their minds that nobody can. or at least nobody within the four walls of this place. both of them. they need love. maybe i do too. but they're not as strong. they might not be able to take it anymore. how can i be sure. i want to help. i want to talk... talk?. haha. talking here means shouting your lungs out. exhaling with fire and cursing all the pains that your heart feels. . . talk. people say i do it so well. but the people i really have talk to, the ones i should have talked to, the ones i want so much to talk to, the ones who need to..i cant. they cant. we were not taught to. we were not raised to. we just cant. talk is not easy. . . but they need help. they need love. and i know i do too. . . . . . . .

Tuesday, March 07, 2006
say it silently

A couple of days ago, I realized that I haven't really put anything worthwhile in my blog. They're mostly stories, jokes and other seemingly nonsense stuff. It kinda made me want to think of putting down something actually worth reading.. But wait! Isn't this page called, "Yanyan's stories" ??? So screw that past thought okay?!.. haha.. I'm here to share my stories, whether they're funny, mushy or whatever. Basta sa kung sino man ang nagbabasa nito ngayon, enjoy lang okay?...

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" F r i e n d "
by: yanyan
I see so many toys in the store
They sing and dance with lights galore
Each one I can hold, each one I meet
But there is still a sense of defeat?
So many options each one so rare
Laughter and joy they want to share
But the one I want, the one I need
Is the only toy I'd gladly heed
This toy is precious, fine and divine
But as I see it he will never be mine
The hardest part's whenever I see
My toy in her hands and her jumping with glee. . .
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i dedicate that to clarence, kizia and okay to janna na rin.. hihi.. they understand why. =)

Thursday, March 02, 2006
flying semento

Life has its ups and downs...

After a very wonderful day, I found myself facing the exact opposite the following day. This is for yesterday March 1,06
1.I was late again for Engltri. Ash wednesday kasi at sandamakmak ang dumagsa sa Baclaran as usual..
2.Nasiraan ako ng minamahal kong sandals.. huhu. ganda pa nmn non.
3.Kinailangan kong bumili ng bagong tsinelas sa UM para makapamuhay ng normal. hehe
4.Ang mahal! 150 pesos ang nabili nila jana at Mary. Sabi ni Clarence nasa below 100 lng dw un. damn.
5.Wala akong dalang sabon para sa Swimming.. hehehe. forgot.
6.Nakansela ang dapat sana ay performance ng sugarfree daw, dahil Ash Wednesday.
7.Nagbrown-out in the middle of the show we were watching! Kaya uwian na.
8.Lumindol daw pala kahapon! Scary..
9.We had to go home na, and as if the lindol factor wasn't scary enuf, umulan pa ng malakas!!
10.Habang nasa bus (wid Bancs and Keithleen), may bumato ng bato or sumthin sa window ng bus namen!! Sh*t!! Anu un? Dun pa sa part na katapat namin. waaaaaaaaaaaah! scary lalo! napakapit tuloy ako kay ate keithleen.. (ate? hehehe)


Hayaan nyo na. Madami pa rin namang good things na nangyari eh. Mas trip ko lang ikwento yung hindi masyado masaya!.. hihi.. Naalala ko tuloy yung favorite quote nung Filipino tchr ko nung HS.. "Ang buhay ay parang gulong, minsan nasa itaas, minsan nasa ibaba."