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yanyan's stories. life as written by me.
Sunday, November 25, 2007
if u want happy stories, go to my multiply.

haay buhay.

somtimes i find it hard to express my true feelings. yes, i can easily show what i feel, but only when it comes to shallow things. i can be as happy as a little kid, as playful as a cartoon character, as evil as a villain, as mad as a scientist, as loud as a whistle, or as hyper as a firecracker. but you better watch out when i'm silent. that's usually the time when i'm in deep thought. . . or maybe i'm just hiding what i truly feel. often times, when serious matters arise, i rarely show what i feel. i just sit quiet and contemplate. my mind then takes off and takes me away to wherever...

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sometimes, i vent out my feelings in writing, sometimes in song. there are moments when i feel a certain emotion and then the next minute, i find myself singing a song that i haven't even though about. it's like an automatic response and then i just realize that the lyrics to the song, express what i feel. . . it's quite amazing really. hehe.

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damn it ariane ang tigas ng ulo mo. grrrr... x_x

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nakakainis. wag mo sabihing magselos ako kasi nagseselos nga ako. hayy. . . sinusubukan kong wag magselos. sinusubukan kong itago pero isang malaking TOGOINK! :(

pinipigilan ko siya kanina pero nung sinabi mong bat di ako magselos lyk i usually do.. or sumthin lyk that... parang it was permission to, go ahead.. eh ... basta... parang ayun. it woke me up n parang.. go ariane. wag mo n itago... waaaaahhhhh. . . . . . demmetttt.. x_x grrrrrr.....

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nagseselos ka minsan... nagseselos din ako minsan... magaling magaling magaling. cheers sa mga taong malabo! *clink*

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ano ba ang solusyon?. . .

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may gusto akong itanong pero ayoko... bawal. bawal.

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dammet!

dammit!

damn it!

arrrgh.

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repress. repress. repress.

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ang tigas tlga ng ulo mo ariane.

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sa mga makakabasa nito. don't ask me about it ok. dont even talk to me about it. hehehe....

Thursday, November 22, 2007
sinisipag din minsan ang tamad.

Woi! Blog blog blog. :) Amishu blogger. hahaha.. pero sige. dito ulit para maiba nmn. msyadong matao sa multiply eh. hehehe. :P

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blabbing starts now.
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-there really are times when people become adults. certain things happen and you just realize, 'hey i'm all grown up'. but can i help it if i still want to be a child? sometimes, i don't know what i want. i want to grow and have my freedom, and yet i want to stay young and innocent. but alas, we all grow up.

-the roughest of times bringout the best in people. this is when you see who truly cares. even in the darkest, scariest times, somebody holds your hand and you think, everything will be okay.

-bakit ang tao, matigas ang ulo? hehe.

-hindi ko akalaing matatakot ako ng ganon. at natatakot pa din ako ngayon.

-diyan ka lang ha.

-kapag malamig, hiramin mo ang kamay ng taong nagbibigay liwanag. nagbibigay-init sa mundo mo.

-kapag malamig, magdala ka ng jacket.

-malapit n ang pasko kaya malamig.

-may bagyo kaya malamig.

-tama nga sila, dadating ang panahon at maiisip mong tama naman ang mga sinasabi nila. makinig ka. maniwala ka. mukha man silang tanga, mahal ka nila. maiisip mo na lang, ikaw pala ang tanga.

-sometimes, we have to eat our own words. sabi nga sa isang text, keep your words sweet coz ul never know when ul have to eat them.

-may mga bagay na ang sarap ipagsigawan, pero bawal. gusto mong ihayag pero hindi pwede. gusto mong ilabas pero dapat lang itago. dapat lang kalimutan.

- katotohanang halata naman, pero kathang-isip na bawal bigyan ng pansin.

-naghahanap ka pero nandiyan lang pala.

-kahit anong talino ang tingin mosa sarili mo, nabobobo ka rin minsan.

-payakap naman.malamig eh. hawakan mo naman ang kamay ko, kailangan ko ng kasama. ngiti nmn jan pra masaya.

-people need warm hugs on a daily basis.

-yung ibang akala mo perpekto, hindi din pala.

-ang lungkot at problema ay bahagi ng buhay. walang makakatakas.

-pero totoo din naman ang ligaya at halakhak. :)

-maraming salamat sa'yo. i really appreciate it.

-nakakatuwang isipin ang malayong bukas.

-nakakatuwang managinip at mangarap.

-masarap matulog.

-masarap manood ng cartoons sa umaga.

-masaya manood ng cedie. hehe..

-galit n ako sa mga pusa. grrrrr...

-may plano na ako para sa kanila. iniisip ko pa kung gagawin ko.hahahaha...!

-don't you dare hurt my mom. >=I



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