haay buhay.

somtimes i find it hard to express my true feelings. yes, i can easily show what i feel, but only when it comes to shallow things. i can be as happy as a little kid, as playful as a cartoon character, as evil as a villain, as mad as a scientist, as loud as a whistle, or as hyper as a firecracker. but you better watch out when i'm silent. that's usually the time when i'm in deep thought. . . or maybe i'm just hiding what i truly feel. often times, when serious matters arise, i rarely show what i feel. i just sit quiet and contemplate. my mind then takes off and takes me away to wherever...

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sometimes, i vent out my feelings in writing, sometimes in song. there are moments when i feel a certain emotion and then the next minute, i find myself singing a song that i haven't even though about. it's like an automatic response and then i just realize that the lyrics to the song, express what i feel. . . it's quite amazing really. hehe.

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damn it ariane ang tigas ng ulo mo. grrrr... x_x

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nakakainis. wag mo sabihing magselos ako kasi nagseselos nga ako. hayy. . . sinusubukan kong wag magselos. sinusubukan kong itago pero isang malaking TOGOINK! :(

pinipigilan ko siya kanina pero nung sinabi mong bat di ako magselos lyk i usually do.. or sumthin lyk that... parang it was permission to, go ahead.. eh ... basta... parang ayun. it woke me up n parang.. go ariane. wag mo n itago... waaaaahhhhh. . . . . . demmetttt.. x_x grrrrrr.....

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nagseselos ka minsan... nagseselos din ako minsan... magaling magaling magaling. cheers sa mga taong malabo! *clink*

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ano ba ang solusyon?. . .

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may gusto akong itanong pero ayoko... bawal. bawal.

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dammet!

dammit!

damn it!

arrrgh.

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repress. repress. repress.

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ang tigas tlga ng ulo mo ariane.

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sa mga makakabasa nito. don't ask me about it ok. dont even talk to me about it. hehehe....