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Tuesday, January 31, 2006
7 feet deep

have u ever had a n e a r _d e a t h _e x p e r i e n c e ? well, kung ako ang tatanuning mo, wala pa naman. pero just yesterday, i had an experience that scared the daylights out of clarence and prof.mascardo... hihihi.. and here was how it happened. . .

we were having this make-up class yesterday for P.E bcoz Prof won't be available on Wednesday. so we went upstairs, had some reporting and then went downstairs to where the pool was. clarence and i were even laughing coz it was one of the days that we weren't late for PE class.. when we got down, we got stopped momentarily. apparently, another PE (swimming) class was there too. and i doubted whether we would join forces at the shallowest part of the pool. . . after waiting a few minutes and a blissful second's conversation, we were off to the showers. then we went to the pool area at last. but . . . . . . .

my theory proved to be true. the thing i was dreading was finally there. we weren't going to join the other class on the shallow part of the pool. instead, we were asked to go to the other far end of it. yup! we went to the part where the water was 6 to 7 feet! i repeat(para mas may feeling) 6 to 7 feet! ! ! ! !

holy crap, "what is she thinking" i thought.
so were told to get in the water. and i went "HAH??? sure b kayo?? malalim n yan eh... huhu. scary."... but i had no choice. we can simply hold on to the side of the pool anyways. so we were then taught to to "treading" (tama ba?) or how to make yourself float by kicking forever or doing the bicycle thing.. (ah basta) and of course, as expected, i couldn't do it! damn. it's not as if i wasn't trying noh! and it was twice as hard, watching the others swim beautifully with their breast strokes and everything. good thing i had three other classmates who had the same fate as me.

so i was patiently practicing the treading thing.. letting go of the wall once in a while. one time clarence was beside me. and i was asking her to teach me again how to do it. (tagalog na) kaya ayun, sinubukan ko ulit. at bumitaw pa nga ako para mapraktis wid kamay effects tapos aun, WA EPEK pa rin! ! waaaah. i couldn't get back up. i tried to grab the wall again but i couldn't reach it. so i grabbed the sides of the people beside me... i needed air.. i wanted to reach the surface so badly... was i drowning?? the thoughts seemed funnier rather than scary. and then, at last, somebody pulled me up.. i grabbed the side of the pool for dear life, and after seeing everybody so worried and anxious, I BURST OUT LAUGHING! ! ! ! bwahahahaha.. damn it. nalunod ata ako. nyahahahahahaha.... taena, nalunod??.. hehehehehehe... duh!... bobo.. pero nakakatawa tlga. hihihihi... tawa lang ako ng tawa.

un lang. =)

Monday, January 30, 2006
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Saturday, January 28, 2006
high five!

kahapon ang culminating night ng DLSU University week. At syempre may program. ito ay ang ABLAZE!.. papuri para kay ate clarence na xang gumawa ng script. pero khapon ay naiba ang trabaho ko. sa araw na iyon ay di ako nakasuot ng GMG shirt. sa halip ay naka-white shirt akop dahil trabahong LAMB muna.. hehehe... pero masasabi kong mahal ko talaga ang GMG pipol. kahit tumutulong ako sa LAMB khapon ay binabalik-balikan ko pa rin ang piling ng mga GMG peeps. . . =)

ang gwapo ni Marc Abaya! ! ! panalo. appeal to the Nth level toh. hahaha.. may nauwi pa akong autographed DVD from him. hehehe..

*highlight of the day: who would have thought that a minute's conversation and a high five would brighten me up for the whole day. =)

**super traffic sa coastal rd knina! damn. bakit b ganon?? 2 hours from la salle pauwi! ! two hours mga pare. hehehe...

Thursday, January 26, 2006
akala mo kwentong pag-ibig


I was happy coz i wouldn't feel frustration for you wouldn't be able to scare me today.. but once i have realized it, you were calling out to me and making me want you more. . . as i saw people enjoying your company, i was very jealous. all i wanted was to be with you again. i know i was afraid of you before and i must admit that i still am, but sometimes you only realize something's worth when you don't have them with you anymore. . . someday soon ill be with u again. just you wait.

----> (yanyan on not being able to swim yesterday.. it's a gurl thing! =p )

. . .

Kaytagal kong naghintay at nawalan na ako ng pag-asa.. habang ang ulan ay nagababadya sa kalangitan at ang gabi ay nagsisimula nang lumalim, sa kadiliman at kalungkutang kinasasadlakan, bigla kang nagpakita... ako'y natigilan sa iaking kinatatayuan at biglang nag-isip ng malalim. sa budso ng damdamin ay bigla ang pumanhik at sumama sa iyo. ikaw na ang bahala na dalhin ako sa tamang patutunguhan. masikip at madilim ang gabi, ngunit sayo ay nahanap ko ang isang tagapagligtas na nagsilbing huling pag-asa.. muntikan na akong mahulog ngunit ang aking kapit ay pilit na hinigpitan upang di malaglag ng tuluyan.. ang hangin ng gabi ay dumadampi sa aking pisngi at ang kapaligiran ay alintana mula sa iyong kalooban. habang tayo ay napatigil ng sandali sa paglalakbay, aking pinagmasdan ang katangi-tanging ganda ng mundo sa gabi. bagamat ang tanawing iyon ay di naman kahahanapan ng kariktan ng karamihan, para sa akin ay wla nang mas gaganda pa dahil ikaw ang kasama. nang tayo ay nagsimula na ulit maglakbay, dahan-dahang bumuhos ang mga patak ng ulan na humalik sa aking mukha. napapikit na lamang at napabuntung-hininga.. nang sa wakas ay marating ko na ang destinasyon, ako ay bumababa at nagpaalam na sa iyo. maraming salamat sa iyong pagsaklolo sa naliligaw na kaluluwa. bagamat ang ating paglalakbay ay hindi naging madali, ginawa mo pa rin ang iyong tungkulin at tayo ay nagtagumpay. sa wakas ay makakauwi na ako.

--->( si ariane at ang pagsakay sa ordinary bus pauwi. )

Tuesday, January 24, 2006
rainy tuesday


i was quite frustrated when i woke up because i woke up at my usual 630 habit (which was a bad habit i should say) and i had to be out of the house by 7am if didnt want to be late for class.. before that, i woke up at about 3am to study for our 1st genpsyc exam.. i rested my eyes and went to bed once again and planned on waking up at 5am to study this time for inersci.. but of course, i woke up half and an hour late than planned. haha.. so i had to scurry and quickly get going for school since genpsyc was my first subject.
(remind me later never to be late for genpsyc again on an exam day okay? Ü) i had to study for inersci while in the bus.. hehe.. oh, and did i mention that it rained(i hate it when it rains) just when i landed my foot outside our door, so i had to go back in to look for my umbrella.. darn. . . . but i did get a 97 for genpsyc so yeay ryt?. Ü

thankfully, the inersci exam was only 10 items.. hihi. lucky me.

hmm.. introso, i was really excited for this one. i even came a few minutes before time. wanna know why??.. let's just say, that i wanted to enjoy my view from the last row. hihi. . . =P
after that, i decided to drop by where the party animals were.(just before their genpsyc class) i didn't sit-in with their class though. iv had enough genpsyc for one day! hehe.. then i went to CAO for some good old, residency(aka.tambay). . .

lab was boring as usual. though carlo(dancer), jp(john paul uy) and i were at first fascinated with our globe which was complete with lumps on the surfaces to represent mountains. hihi..

and now, im deciding if i want to go with clarence and watch the program/show thingie today at 6.. well, kuya matthew is gonna be there (pero if i knw, poPOPOy lng un!haha)..


INTROSO REALIZATIONS:

it is right that our society taught us that capitalism is a good thing... although now, i can see the bad sides to it more clearly(madami!), im feeling a bit helpless. how can i change the situation of my country? it seems too hard. even i (i think) am part of those evil people who want to take advantage of others someday through capitalism.. waaah! and also, i really marvel at the way my mom is carrying my family. it really isn't the way, most families do it. and i really commend and admire her for it! ! ! ! (go go girls)

Monday, January 23, 2006
in your eyes . . .

i was wandering with my eyes when i suddenly stopped and there you were...
amidst the busy crowd that hurriedly walked past, you appeared almost like magic...
evrything stopped and my gaze stopped in you eyes...
and for that instant, even for a split second, we connected...
our paths crossed a couple of more times and surely, i couldn't be more thankful...
when the sun would rise again tomorrow, i shall be looking forward to that faithful moment when i would be seeing you once again. . .
**went to dla! palaro 2006 na.. yahuu.. saw a bunch of friends there. even those that i haven't seen for ages. sweet surprises also came my way. and now i must go home to study for a quiz in psychology! hahaha...

another one guys?

holy siomai.. iv gotten tired of my stupid tblog page coz it kept on lagging and it wouldn't open.. so guess what?!.. a new blog was waiting to happen. and here it is. so i better start campaigning and advertising it so i'll have at least some people kept posted on my usual stories, blurts and whatnots! hehehe... =)