i'm such a kid. i have a lot more things to learn. i have to learn to smile more, to laugh more. i've got to learn to be more understanding. i've got to be stronger. i have to learn. i have to learn how to accept. i must learn how to be patient. i must learn how to lose and accept defeat. i must learn to stand down. i must learn to be more kind. i must learn to be more sweet. i must learn to say no. i must learn when to say no to myself. i must learn when to run away. i must learn when to go ahead. i must learn how to be selfless. i must learn to not think too much.i must learn to be strong. . . . . . .

saying goodbye is never easy.

pero teka. i don't want to say goodbye kaya. nope.

it's just, uhhh.... bsta. hindi ito goodbye. :P

pero things end. ayun.

i want to be strong but im not. i don't know... i'm lost. help me find myself.

i don't want to be sad anymore. my eyes hurt.